Beautiful view from this morning while hiking with the crew. (at Pacific Palisades Park.)

Beautiful view from this morning while hiking with the crew. (at Pacific Palisades Park.)

Saturday morning hike to Skull Rock.

Saturday morning hike to Skull Rock.

Mr. Popcorn on another Friday at the movies. (at AMC Century City 15)

Mr. Popcorn on another Friday at the movies. (at AMC Century City 15)

Throwback to my fresh “Will you go to #Prom with me?” performance. May 2011. #TBT

Throwback to my fresh “Will you go to #Prom with me?” performance. May 2011. #TBT

Raw, shortened truth

The truth is… I ALWAYS feel insignificant. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not skilled enough. Not qualified enough. Not enough potential. Never enough anything.

A lot of people look up to me, but I don’t even know why. I don’t even believe in myself.

The only thing holding me up is my optimism that maybe one day I’ll accept and be proud of myself. But if I run out of optimism before that, I don’t even know.

Free Agency Breaking News: Taking my talents to the Los Angeles AMC’s for the school year. Contract signed. Deal info: 2 month, $9/hour, no trade clause, and 6th man role. Theater option… If exercised, there’s a player option after 3 months. It’s been real, Reading Cinemas. (at AMC Century City 15)

Free Agency Breaking News: Taking my talents to the Los Angeles AMC’s for the school year. Contract signed. Deal info: 2 month, $9/hour, no trade clause, and 6th man role. Theater option… If exercised, there’s a player option after 3 months. It’s been real, Reading Cinemas. (at AMC Century City 15)

Burger & Float. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Burger & Float. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Old school diner experience. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Old school diner experience. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Human Art + Natural Art. (at Adobe Falls)

Human Art + Natural Art. (at Adobe Falls)

LeBron James and I are going home. (at I 5 South)

LeBron James and I are going home. (at I 5 South)

Wearing my favorite shirt of all time at the Zoo. #TBT #Pokemon

Wearing my favorite shirt of all time at the Zoo. #TBT #Pokemon

Kevin Durant at #UCLA! No selfie, though. :/ (at UCLA - John Wooden Center)

Kevin Durant at #UCLA! No selfie, though. :/ (at UCLA - John Wooden Center)

Mondays. (at Sherman Oaks, California)

Mondays. (at Sherman Oaks, California)

Pool Day in #America. (at Broasis)

Pool Day in #America. (at Broasis)

Beer and World Cup Final. Go #Germany! (at O’Hara’s Bar and Grill)

Beer and World Cup Final. Go #Germany! (at O’Hara’s Bar and Grill)