Beautiful view from this morning while hiking with the crew. (at Pacific Palisades Park.)
The truth is… I ALWAYS feel insignificant. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not skilled enough. Not qualified enough. Not enough potential. Never enough anything.
A lot of people look up to me, but I don’t even know why. I don’t even believe in myself.
The only thing holding me up is my optimism that maybe one day I’ll accept and be proud of myself. But if I run out of optimism before that, I don’t even know.
Free Agency Breaking News: Taking my talents to the Los Angeles AMC’s for the school year. Contract signed. Deal info: 2 month, $9/hour, no trade clause, and 6th man role. Theater option… If exercised, there’s a player option after 3 months. It’s been real, Reading Cinemas. (at AMC Century City 15)