Raw, shortened truth

The truth is… I ALWAYS feel insignificant. Not good enough. Not smart enough. Not skilled enough. Not qualified enough. Not enough potential. Never enough anything.

A lot of people look up to me, but I don’t even know why. I don’t even believe in myself.

The only thing holding me up is my optimism that maybe one day I’ll accept and be proud of myself. But if I run out of optimism before that, I don’t even know.

Free Agency Breaking News: Taking my talents to the Los Angeles AMC’s for the school year. Contract signed. Deal info: 2 month, $9/hour, no trade clause, and 6th man role. Theater option… If exercised, there’s a player option after 3 months. It’s been real, Reading Cinemas. (at AMC Century City 15)

Free Agency Breaking News: Taking my talents to the Los Angeles AMC’s for the school year. Contract signed. Deal info: 2 month, $9/hour, no trade clause, and 6th man role. Theater option… If exercised, there’s a player option after 3 months. It’s been real, Reading Cinemas. (at AMC Century City 15)

Burger & Float. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Burger & Float. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Old school diner experience. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Old school diner experience. (at Rudfords Restaurant Diner)

Human Art + Natural Art. (at Adobe Falls)

Human Art + Natural Art. (at Adobe Falls)

LeBron James and I are going home. (at I 5 South)

LeBron James and I are going home. (at I 5 South)

Wearing my favorite shirt of all time at the Zoo. #TBT #Pokemon

Wearing my favorite shirt of all time at the Zoo. #TBT #Pokemon

Kevin Durant at #UCLA! No selfie, though. :/ (at UCLA - John Wooden Center)

Kevin Durant at #UCLA! No selfie, though. :/ (at UCLA - John Wooden Center)

Mondays. (at Sherman Oaks, California)

Mondays. (at Sherman Oaks, California)

Pool Day in #America. (at Broasis)

Pool Day in #America. (at Broasis)

Beer and World Cup Final. Go #Germany! (at O’Hara’s Bar and Grill)

Beer and World Cup Final. Go #Germany! (at O’Hara’s Bar and Grill)

Roast beef sandwich and Star Wars lunch. #TurntSummer (at Broasis)

Roast beef sandwich and Star Wars lunch. #TurntSummer (at Broasis)

Hands down one of my most favorite off seasons out of all sports. I’m so proud to see the #Cavs getting their act together. First, they drafted #AndrewWiggins. Next, they resigned #KyrieIrving for 5 more years. Lastly, they got #LeBronJames back. Outstanding. So proud to be a fan right now. #AllForOne #NBA

Hands down one of my most favorite off seasons out of all sports. I’m so proud to see the #Cavs getting their act together. First, they drafted #AndrewWiggins. Next, they resigned #KyrieIrving for 5 more years. Lastly, they got #LeBronJames back. Outstanding. So proud to be a fan right now. #AllForOne #NBA

KYRIE IRVING 100% AUTHENTIC JERSEY. BALL IS LIFE. #Cavs #NBA #USA #UncleDrew (at Broasis)

KYRIE IRVING 100% AUTHENTIC JERSEY. BALL IS LIFE. #Cavs #NBA #USA #UncleDrew (at Broasis)

Gata. 猫. Cat. (at San Diego, Ca)

Gata. 猫. Cat. (at San Diego, Ca)